dickwad
June 2013
42 posts
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When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are.
Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.
” —Haruki Murakami, Sputnik SweetheartThe only excitement I think I really know these past two weeks, is the excitement I get from upcoming games which have yet to be released. In other words, I’ve been getting fueled only by Watch Dogs, GTA V, and Dynasty Warriors 8. I don’t know if I’ll regret them when the time comes.
And also, I’ve always been on the side of Microsoft’s Xbox over Sony’s Playstation but I’m really starting to doubt my loyalty with what I’ve come to learnt about the Xbox One
You will not die like when you first arrived, in colors that were bright and beautiful; no, you will die in black and white - in the way I best remember memories which heartbeats have long ceased to be. Truly, our minds will never understand the mirror opposite of the sides that we have chosen, but the damage would have been done anyway.
“It’s painful to say goodbye to someone you don’t want to let go, but it’s more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave.”
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“Love says: I’ve seen the ugly parts of you, and I’m staying.”
—Matt Chandler
“Be honest, brutally honest. That is what’s going to maintain relationships.”
—Lauryn Hill
Fight even harder.: 'Language' by Krishna Udayasankar →
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You will learn me all over again. Words you’ve known since childhood, tongues of your adult life, all will take on new meaning. Not once, but once again.
You will learn me in the beginning with hesitant heart.
Pedestrian words will seem pregnant with meaning. ‘Hello’ and ‘please’ becomes…
Go
The Civil Wars
Why do you keep looking out the window?
Is there something left behind or never found?
Mmm do I even want to move?
How, if you knew what I was thinking
I wonder if they even dry a tear
Oh, there’s just one way to find out
Go, Go, Go
Did Sirens steal your heart when you were looking?
Where’d you learn to lie the way you do?
Looks like you made up your mind.
I’d have to say I didn’t see this coming
But who does?
You won’t want to see me standing in the door
So Go, Go, Go
I don’t want to hurt you
Do you ever listen?
I don’t want to run.
You’re not the only one
I don’t want to touch you
Eternally I’m broken
Who but we become
Who but we become
How do you care?
They need you
I don’t want to
Go, Go, Grow
I don’t want to go
I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to go
Poison & Wine
The Civil Wars
You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don’t want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don’t love you but I always will
Oh I don’t love you but I always will
Oh I don’t love you but I always will
Oh I don’t love you but I always will
I always will
I wish you’d hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Oh your hands can heal, your hands can bruise
I don’t have a choice but I’d still choose you
Oh I don’t love you but I always will
I always will
